I’m well aware I missed my post yesterday. Thought I could knock it out before midnight but I was just not feeling it.
Yesterday was a tough day. Hoping for answers from doctors and I got them, just not the answers I was looking for.
After thinking about it, I realized I was putting so much emphasis on getting a certain answer that when I got a different one, I wasn’t ready to accept it.
And the other problem was encountering a new doctor whose bedside manner wasn’t all it could be, at least for me. I’m partly to blame because I expected him to wave a magic wand (or a magic prescription pad) and make all the pain go away.
The last thing I wanted to hear was that it will take time. There isn’t an easy fix. And when you’re in pain, that’s not good enough.
Sorry to make this so personal, so all about me in a moment and not entertaining for everyone to read.
Sometimes that’s all I’ve got.
Talking with Shannon, I have decided I need to really commit myself to this blog. Whether it’s funny, sad, infuriating or boring, I am going to post something every day for a month.
Because I’ve been off work for what feels like forever and has in actuality been only about a week, I am going stir crazy. (In case you’re wondering, I’ve been home due to an as-yet-diagnosed medical issue.)
Why is it when I have to go to work every day, I want nothing more than to stay home, nap and hang out with my dogs? But when I actually get to do that, I am bored beyond belief?
So far I’ve had reality TV to keep me company. Tori and Dean, Say Yes to the Dress (how I love you, Kleinfelds), Top Chef, Ghost Hunters.
I should be thanking God for loyal and supportive friends and family but no. I am thankful for gratuitous celebrity gossip and my DVR.
Okay, I’m thankful for the friends and family too. Very much so. Just wish they’d do something like shop for a wedding dress or renew their vows to show the world their marriage isn’t in trouble.
Is it too much to ask that you all let a demonic entity into your house so I can enjoy watching someone scare it away?